Friday, May 1, 2009

I did it....again

Yep, I joined Weight Watchers. Again. I think this is time number 5,367, if I'm correct. At least it seems that way.

The more I think about the surgery, the more I feel the need to make absolutely sure that I have done my very best, and done everything I could to lose weight on my own before making such a drastic, life-altering decision. If this doesn't work, then it's off to the OR I go.

I realize that I am in for a LONG journey...much longer than with the surgery. I realize that it will be harder than with the surgery in some ways. I realize that this will be an emotional, hard, journey, and that I will need all of the love, support, and encouragement I can get. So, here we go. I'm doing the plan online this time. Everything I need is right at my fingertips. Wish me luck!


Katie said...

Surgery? Oh gosh, I'm sure that is a scary thought. My mom just joined weight watchers. I'm sure it is good to have that support system. Do you know people in your group?

Kelly said...

It is a TERRIFYING thought to think that it has come to that point...very disheartening. I am doing it online, so I don't have a group right now. But, I'm hoping to maybe start a WW Bible study at church on Wed. nights this fall maybe. You are such an encourager, and I love you for that :-)