"Will you keep going when you don't know why? When you can't get any answers that would make the pain go away, will you say, 'My Lord,' even though his ways are not clear to you?"
I am struggling with this incredibly right now. Sometimes it seems as though I am POSITIVE that God has a certain thing planned for me, that it is what I was made for. He has given me such a passion for it that it hurts. Yet, I cannot see the path...there are no open doors. It seems as though He is not giving me the means to do so. Sometimes it actually seems as though He is KEEPING me from doing it. That makes me angry.
Still, I know God has plans to prosper me and not to harm me. I know He loves me, even if I don't feel it all the time.